Office by Alex Penny
i'm sarah, i'm 17, i live in a town where kids can't have fun, if i want to go somewhere decent i have to catch a train to MK. i'm a bit of a art freak, a gamer geek, a film frantic, a photography goddess and a bad musician. i haven't been this happy inside for a very long time, i think 2011 is going down a treat so far.
Needs a hug so badly, I feel like I’m just going to break in two otherwise.
If I wasn’t so far away from you and saw you more often, we wouldnt behaviour like immature kids.
I’ve wanted these bad boys for far too long :)
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Good to know that you’re too tired to talk to me, but you’re NOT too tired to go out at 7 to get pissed and not bother to talk to me at all. It’s 2 in the morning, i believe you’re still out and you really have pissed me off! Can’t sleep because I have this thought in my head. Thanks a fucking bunch. I thought you cared.
On nights like this, cold and lonely, I used to think about killing myself. I didn’t enjoy life at home much, my dad was a violent man with little restraint, verbally and physically abusing my brothers and I. When you grow up with a parent like that, it makes you desperate for affection, it makes…
Extremely saddening, but beautiful.
Interesting to see when my eyes (which are a dull grey blue colour) turn into the brightest bluest eyes when they’re tearful.
I’ve been with my boyfriend (Ryan, 20) for over a year now, we are best friends as well as girlfriend and boyfriend and he’s the love of my life. However, after I met him at a party, I went to my friend’s house (who hosted it) and was talking about him and how much I liked him. And all of a sudden, she told me that he had a one night stand a week before I met him with an old friend of mine. Naturally I was shock and felt really down. Though, I never mentioned it to him while we were starting out. Months later, he told me about what happened with him and my old friend and told me that he’s had 6 one night stands in total before he met me. Yes, I admit, he’s my first time after many months, but after hearing about it I do feel insecure sometimes when I think about it. He’s told me I’m the best he’s ever had, I mean the world to him and he doesn’t want anyone else. But every time I see the person’s posts on Facebook, I can’t stop thinking about his past with her. I had to remove her this afternoon because it was getting me down so much. I think it doesn’t help that I’m 17, not as experienced and he’s 20, experienced. I know his past shouldn’t bother me and his past is the past and I should get over it, but I find it extremely difficult to deal with, especially when I met him a week after he slept with the girl that I’ve known since year 9, and he’s known for 5 minutes. And I know about her past sex life too and she’s (admittedly) been around the block, A LOT. I just need to find away to get over this without thinking about it too much. A way to approach him about it without arguing. Anyone? Help please?
